What is your twin flame story?
12.06.2025 07:10
A father and a husband n chose to drop everything,
It was mutual,we both knew it,there was no question about it.
But even on this one, he was unable to get me out of his system.
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I remember when I met him, on a Sunday,
May the hands of the devine keep you safe from danger
Love n light.
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Live long !!
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He started to talk more n more about his wife,
It's like my blood pressure was high
Every man would be happy to have me n get married to me, all this, so I could leave him and have a life,
From that good morning message,to calls during the day to hundreds of texts,we spent the whole of Monday together,he at the office and me at home but binded as one,connected by a fiery energy n all this seemed like a fairytale,a dream or a scripted movie …..it was a fantasy!
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When you're loved right, you bloom!
My heart was misbehaving n never in my life had I felt like this before.
He started blaming me for so much ,he began looking for ways to end it,even if it meant making me feel bad provided I'd leave him.
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We could call each other n disconnect upon hearing that voice on the other side
It's like this panic takes your grace n beauty reason we call it purging.
To my surprise,
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Confusion was at its peak n finally he run unable to sum up everything that was happening n this was the last thing my soul wasn't prepared for.
We spent like a month trying all means to hurt each other.
Forever n ever n ever!
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Keep going ,keep healing n keep the faith.
( if he didn't call or text me n if I was never to see him again, I'd have escaped the tf journey bcoz our first meeting didn't leave an impact at all)
You have 💯 changed this woman n I truly hope when it's time for you to step in the podium,
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You could literally hear my heart beats from a mile
It was anything goes, just to get rid of each other permanently
He set me free n he was the catalyst for my rebirth
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He loved my voice n had said he was drawn to me in ways he couldn't even explain
I too looked for ways to make him jealous
He too loved me ,there was no second guessing
It was too much of obsession,like cocaine high,
I started feeling empty little by little n whatever we were doing to each other was hurting n driving each other to the far edge,
( Our connection was realized after that first call n texts that would follow)
When he realized who he was,
Didn't know he'd call/text again n also
Apart physically but together spiritually and emotionally
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It's like I had waited all my life to hear this voice
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I have kept the last quote you sent me n here it is;
It was like a bride waiting for the groom at the altar shaking n shivering unsure if he'd turn up or whether he changed his mind n that'd surely kill me.
He then again texted a good morning on Monday and we started talking from there,
None of it was working coz I still loved wanted n needed him n wasn't afraid to tell him exactly what he meant to me n this didn't go well with his plans n so he chose a replacement to either make me feel jealous n end our connection or for him to move on n forget me…
I need you to live even if that life won't be spent with me
Seeing him walk through the door,my heart jumped n I stood up to greet him ,we hugged n kissed n for as long as I'll live,I'll never be able to explain what happened in that very moment coz it had me asking him “ what is happening to me” and he corrected me by saying…..” to us” n I smiled 😀
My heartbeats would increase, beat abnormally just to see a message from him n I'd reply quickly,
N I too felt like a girl who had hit adolescent, was undergoing puberty n infatuation all at the same time.
Ours was a day well spent , n to meet again,that would be in his terms.
We stood there,looking at each other for a few minutes before hugging again n saying nothing at all,the kind of nothing that meant everything , n from that moment on,we became inseparable.
NOW,
Regarding my tf, the love he poured to me, will be enough to see me through a lifetime
Still,it didn't work.
I love him ( I love you John) n am so grateful that u agreed to do this for me.
It was a period of confusion and learning more about this connection n journey that was starting
I want to recall 3 months later when things became bad n messy for us, 😢
That I was a beautiful woman
He even asked for my advise to move on like I had
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He had made mistakes in the last 3 months n he felt it was time to right them
I felt seen n loved n enough n complete!!
I'd re-read our messages one by one n that became my passion,to look at his pictures,check whether he was online or a text from him,
Also NOTE:
Didn't think we'd be more, not one bit,
The foundation of our love was built on Monday unknowingly.
This was emotional damage n it was draining….
Then came Tuesday,Doubled
You will be thankful grateful n changed.
When he realized he hadn't been himself for quite sometime n needed to breath n focus.
I couldn't wait to reply to his messages whenever he sent them
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The replacement was my lookalike
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That meant making difficult decisions even if one of us would be hurt
He became all I was living for, just to open my WhatsApp page n see him online my heart would skip a beat ,I felt like he saw me through,there was nowhere to hide .
The panic was real,
This journey has driven me closer to the devine n if that was its purpose,
He questioned why I loved him,
Damn it There was something about his voice,so deep n so powerful!
Live the life you can be proud of n if you find that you're not, you can try again.
SO,
I really longed for this man ,this specific stranger….he was making me feel things I had never felt before n I wanted to explore him,every bit of him…
He too became obsessed with me….. I could tell.
It was killing me every time I saw him with someone else but I had a lot of pride ,
He'd tell me that he felt alone in “ this”
Knowing we're under the same sun is ENOUGH!!
I wish you nothing but the very best
Didn't put any thought into it,
I felt beautiful inside n out
NOTE:
He actually called to ask if I got home safe n that's when i saved his number,
Am so proud of you n the man i know you've become,
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But now,
We planned for a date on Thursday early morning.
He made sure I didn't lack anything ,
From Waking each other up to checking up on each other during the day, knowing if the other had eaten….I started trusting him,I knew where he would be n at what time of the day doing what n with who. I found no single fault in him,he was pure perfection.
Becoz he didn't want me to leave home or be stressed with anything
Blessings
This few days had been feeling great,with high spirits n zest for life
It was in my happiest era
I have no regrets 😊 😊
We became each other's focus project and aim.
My body temperature unbalanced
I never lost words to say to him
We both had the answers yet we only met on Sunday n because we couldn't wait any longer,
He thought I was doing okey without him not knowing it was a pretense
N when I typed those replies my fingers would tremble,my heart racing
It was a time of confusion n denial n betrayal,a test of our love which was to usher the greatest pain in human history……(the separation, running n chasing n the DNOTs).
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Thank you for loving me wholly n selflessly
You will remain lost till you surrender n that was my escape which takes time effort n acceptance
This was happening fast
To tell you the truth,3 days of talking to this man had us fall hopelessly in love n I knew deep in my soul that this was true love,
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N though, you might not know about tfs,
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Though he wanted me out of his life ,he couldn't bear to see me with someone else
Am living for this woman who has endured so much,to me,this woman is a hero n am so proud of her,she has beat all odds to be here today.
( If only he was in this platform,maybe one day he'll follow me here through the guidance of the devine n if it happens,listen to Luke combs (“ love you anyway” )
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I acted like it was nothing but was so broken inside
His breathing over the phone,every sentence he made,the way he spoke….I fell hard for him n fast
I'd rather when we were in the confusion mode coz at least I knew what he was thinking about n his feelings
For the Iove i wholeheartedly poured into you. I hope it has fueled you to purpose….something you can be proud of.
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Well,
There'll be turbulence n I was hit by a physical skin disease, lost too much weight and depression strike….I too lost myself along with him
I radiated in all angles,I felt like an angel 😇 n I was astonishingly beautiful,I was glowing ,my heart had finally found it's match it was truly amazing
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What I saw in him ,
U understand who we are in your own way
But every single night,past 3am,there we were, typing n deleting,unable to sleep thinking about each other,
I will always love you.
I couldn't reach him,no calls no texts ,no saying anything,no closure no reason ….
I know you've accepted this love .
I know u been through your fair share of tribulations
I was so so connected to the stranger and we both missed each other terribly
Everything had gone.
Like a wild fire spreading fast
Waiting for him to arrive was like waiting for the biggest miracle of my life ,
At this moment,
I don't even know how to explain it,
He was coz he called to ask what that meant n I acted like I didn't care coz he too was seeing someone ,
When your body want to purge all that enormous negative energy,
We didn't spare each other a bruise or blow,we felt it'd would make us hate each other n leave this bond n move on with our lives just like we had been doing in our previous relationships,
It has made me wiser,a more rounded human being,I know who I am ,am in love with the lady I see staring back at me in the mirror n I wanna take care of her n protect her at all cost
He was the lamp through which I was able to see myself.
He complained about me messing up his life ,
He even joked about feeling like a teenager all over again
It's now 2025,a healed woman ,a blessed woman living her dreams ,not yet there but am progressing for sure.